A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also carried high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” she recounted in a online statement, describing a check-in call from a mission companion in the period after the landing.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on women's health research and performed experiments during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her background – was drowned out under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was paused after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the well-wishers whose support pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She concluded that despite the negativity, considerable good had come out of the experience, including increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
The self-operating New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The team of pioneers also featured leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
Dr. Elara Voss is a tech analyst and futurist with a Ph.D. in Computer Science, specializing in emerging technologies and their societal impact.